Give me my sanity back, world.

At least one of you is looking for this. Tonight I don’t have the willpower to talk myself out of it.

“Baby, you’ve never met anyone like me.”

And I hope to never meet anyone like you again.

You are cruel in the worst way–the kind of person that doesn’t even realize how cruel they are. You surround yourself with equally cruel people. You allow them to take all that is good in your life and destroy it unapologetically and you stand by, a doormat, with no regard for who you are tripping through the process.

You take no accountability for your actions. It’s everyone else’s fault for how they have treated you. If you can’t find a reason to blame someone else, you simply accuse people of overreacting. You will talk in circles until the world is dizzy, never answering the simple questions asked of you.

You are a wolf in sheep’s clothing. You are a white knight. Just another one to add to the list, each one more painful than the last.

You and your cruel associate may have won this round but the battle isn’t over. You are the kind of person that will settle for a perpetual cycle of abuse, probably for the rest of your life. Your associate is the kind of person that will never grow past being an abuser. The rug will get pulled out from under you both eventually.

I didn’t run. You begged me not to run. I probably should have. In the end, I’m just glad that however it panned out, I won’t be there to see the walls crumble.

I cared. You didn’t deserve that. You will not take anything else away from me. For me, this ends now.

For you, I see a life of misery.

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Chelly

Widowed at 26. Blogging about life, death, and everything in-between. #LookTwiceSaveALife #ShareTheRoad #MotorcycleAwareness

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